Run like rivers on fire
On fear
Falling like incendiary rain from smoking eye pit
Burning trenches of forgetting in the canyon face turned long away from the sun
No shoulder to catch these
Pain drops
Deep
Running scared
Breast heaving uncontrollable
Inconsolable
Most dangerous on its own
Alone in its fantasy
That night makes right
When no one can see
You walk yourself into a heaving sea of icy waves
A quiet lake of semi-permanent solitude
A hot shower of eyes covered by hands too frightened, too hurt to reach out
And no one will be there when your eyes are opened again
Into a sober realization
That walls are made of the metastisized flesh of our broken spirit
Desperate tears
Like acid
Rain
Rain down
On me
Ukumbwa Sauti - Writing/Poetry
Saturday, February 20, 2016
Desperate Tears
Saturday, December 26, 2015
Home
Home is a fleeting gift
In a world of scorched earth
Walking on scalding concrete
Seeking solace of presence unknown
Unfounded
Ripped away by history’s pestilence
Stolen by experience
Experiences
Raw and hard
Too hard to let them be heart
But now floating about on a turbulent sea
Dashed against an abyss of darkness
That absorbs every cry out in pain
Every word that can't explain
Every tear that falls like rain
Torrential
Insistent
Maybe
That my feet will never find the Mother
As if that were even possible
But the heart can be kidnapped by the mind
Held hostage by the ghosts of stores never meant for us
Stories that distort and disenfranchise and distance us from something that had its genesis in the heart of the Earth and our immortal communal and singular body
Stories that no feeling human could ever stand to reason inside compassion’s tabernacle
Our feet on the ground
Seeking the safety in some cold, dark cellar’s foundations
Tripping yet on the roots of ancient trees, gnarled, rough, ambling
Expansive and knowing
Still
Showing us the way
Home
Copyright 2015 Ukumbwa Sauti
Friday, November 13, 2015
"I Will Always Remember You (The Starfish Song)"
Saturday, September 26, 2015
Hail Mother (Hail Mary)
Hail Mother, full of grace
The Creator is in thee
Holy Mother, Mother Goddess
Blessed are you and all women
Blessed is the fruit of your womb, Creation
Holy Mother, Mother Goddess
Bless us who you have given life
Now and beyond our life and death
Ashe
Beautiful Mother
There lying so close yet
On her journey home
Holding on
To letting go
Held in beauty
And beauty having given birth
To us
Her children
Our lives
Hanging
For now
In her sacred balance
Of Motherhood Divine
Sent by scores upon scores
Of Mothers, of Grandmothers
Long gone and gone
Givers of life eternal
Like this one
Born into the Ancestral continuum
Timeless
Like this one
Beneath my ever grateful hands
Beneath, within my loving gaze
Gazing upon beauty
Beautiful Mother
Beautiful Mother
Wednesday, May 13, 2015
The Crystal Water Gift of Motherplace
Monday, December 22, 2014
The history of my world lives in my DNA...Still
The history of my world lives in my DNA
Beckoning my sleepless Spirit into the river of valiant loving
Spilling over the banks, the artificial barriers built high and hard of the flesh of my forebears
Their blood dripping down into the cold rushing pulse of time and space
Still
Sacrificed cruelly like kindling in a fire dry, profane and ruthless
But I am carried not lifeless in the torrential tumbling of this healing course of liberation
This river that could yet cut a new canyon grand through earth mountain heart of stone humanity
Unlocking every second every inch of radical life force traumatized into catatonic dormancy
Body blood body blood
Body blood released from the Ancestral tomb of the universe
Spirit feeds on this river
Spirit bleeds in this river
Caressing seeds of forever evolution into ecstatic loving
Destruction
Deconstruction
Constructing resistance and passionate release simultaneous
Flowering volcanoes
Hot magma petals burning free into eternity
Cooling into new liberated earth
There will be scorched newness everywhere
Born of molten blood DNA rivers
Forever rivers
Forever rivers internal
Forever rivers eternal
For ever rivers Ancestral
Forever rivers of history's gentle plaintive song
Forever rivers of blood
Forever rivers
Flowing fire
Flowing
Still
